I’ve poured myself- given all that I can: mentally, physically, emotionally…I’m sure the list goes on..into a lot of aspects of my life over the years.
And, it currently feels like some of it was for nothing.
Don’t get me wrong- there have been a lot of positives, and a lot of growth.
And I probably need to do a journal to process through things…but I still can’t get the thought out of my head: What’s the point?
What was the point of x,y,z circumstance if x,y,z door was closed, or x, y, z growth didn’t happen. You get the picture.
Honestly, the only answer I have right now is that there is a season for everything. I may never know the reason why I’m feeling this way currently. Or maybe, I’m feeling this way and I just need to get out of my own head.
I also know that, if I’m feeling this way- there is probably somebody else out there feeling this way too.
I’ve always been a big believer in sharing what I have gone through, or am currently going through so others know they aren’t alone.
I know that things may seem hopeless or frustrating. But know, that you.are.not.alone.
In case this is just an: I need to get out of my own head moment. . . Here’s what I plan to do-
*Talk about it- sometimes just talking through it helps me to process in a different way. And getting it off my chest helps me to let it go.
* Write to share (here)
*Pray about it and seek God
Feel free to join me! Or ask a friend, therapist/counselor/ professional or google and find your own ways to work through it!!
It’s all about creating your toolbox of resources!