thankful

A couple of days ago, I was feeling the weight of the world. All day, I was feeling like I was not good enough. I needed to sit through the pain, process, yet I could not just get out of my own head.

By the end of the day, my husband was getting ready to teach. And, I decided to take the kids, go get gas, a Dr. Pepper, some Hershey’s Milk Chocolate, and go on a drive.

After we filled up, and left the gas station, I was talking to God, telling Him, it was too much. I hate feeling this way. And, He sent me two songs. At just the right moment, He sent me a song about moving mountains, and a song about being enough.

And, in that moment, I felt heard and known, and seen by Him. And the weight of not feeling like I was enough, lifted.

Today, I’m thankful for these God moments.

Also- please know, that if you’re feeling like it’s too much, or you are not enough. You are. You are loved, you are more than enough, just the way you were created to be.

Yesterday, it rained all day long. It was nice to stay at home, pile up on the couch, and watch movies- all.day.long.

I’m thankful for the lazy, rainy day.

When things start getting hard, often times. . .I just want to give up. I want to curl up in a ball, lay in my bed, and just sleep or watch movies.

My husband has been encouraging to not give up on a goal I have.

Today, I’m grateful for my husband and his words of encouragement!

Today, I’m thankful for grocery pick up! It is such a life saver! I love being able to order groceries at night, and schedule to pick them up the next morning!!