Flipped

I can’t begin to tell you, how many times, over the last 2-3 years that I’ve paused. . .and thought: life just doesn’t even make sense right now.

Before 2020, life felt certain. Even when we were planning to travel in 2018/2019. . .I may not have been 100% sure what to expect, but I felt certain about traveling. I knew that come May 2020, we would be traveling, and I had a plan for what that would look like.

But, even today. . . In 2022. 2 years after it felt like the world flipped upside down. . . I still have days that just don’t make sense and the way I thought things were supposed to be just doesn’t feel certain.

Some days, I feel like I know exactly what I’m doing. Other days, it feels like I’m waiting on something. . .but, I’m not quite sure what?

At this point, I really don’t know what to do with it, other than to trust God.

I don’t know what it means for what life looks like. I don’t know what that means for what my relationship with God looks like.

I just know. . . It is what it is.

I don’t know if maybe you still flipped upside down? Maybe from the pandemic? Maybe from another kind of loss?

If you do feel that way. Know that you are not alone.

Just remember, through it all: breathe. Breathe and trust.